Thursday 7 July 2011

Group

The scale says i have put on the 8lb i lost thankx to the last 4 days binging. I have group herapy this am and i have nothing to wear that covers my distended stomach. I so dont want to go.i feel like shit.I look suck a mess it makes me cry.The girl in therapy who also has an E.D and who hates me we see how fat and pathetic i am. I am pathetic for even thinking this! i so dont wanna go.......


.....Im going tho.And ive taken a colon cleanse because my stomach is swollen anyway.Considering Fruit and veg for 4 days then fasting for at least a week................