The real story of me and my E.D. The stuff no one knows. Food Diary Not pro ana but not pro recovey either. My bipolar life and unquiet mind. Perscribed and non prescribed drugs
F.A.Q
Are you pro Ana?
i believe eating disorders are just that...disorders.They are not a diet or a lifestyle choice. However i believe that every one has a right to do whatever they want to their own body. i choose to do lots of things that are not good for my body- starving,cutting,taking drugs.These are my coping skills. I admit they are crap but right now they are all i have. i am not here to encourage eating disorders however i am very pro about my own.
What do u know about anorexia? you're fat!
i am currently at my highest weight except for when i was pregnant-165lbs
however when i was 19 i reached a low weight of 85lbs before i was put into i.p treatment.
recovery quickly turned to bulimia and my weight has yo-yoed between 95lbs-140lbs over the last 10 years.
i remember very well what it was like to be Ana and i hope to experience it again soon
DEATH TO BULIMIA!
So what have you been diagnosed with?
diabetes miletes- age 2 1/2
anxiety and self harm aged 8
depression- aged 10-started medication
bulimia aged 12
bipolar aged 16-even tho this is an adult diagnosis.Later confirmed aged 18
anorexia- aged 19
ed nos aged 21
b.p.d aged 21
allot of yr friends have weird names, don't they?
Ive given each of my friends and family a nick name to preserve their privacy and mine.
OK, so who's, who?
St jimmy is my dealer and my mate and an ex.We met in a psych ward.
Glee is my close friend who has bulimia,bed and recently had a gastric band.We met in a group therapy
sleekit is my other close friend who recently gave birth to baby no 3.We also met in group.
i will add the others as i mention then
i have more of these to type out- if you have a question please post it and i will do my best to answer.
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