accomplished today

Things accomplished today:


cat fed, boys 2 school ,tided and hovered lounge,removed 3 bags of crap from house,pick boy up,tried on catalouge clothes, decided on ones to send back and did forms.,bath. Have spent far to much time  dicking about on the computer!

just gotta keep plodding away at my to do list and i will get there. Think and hope will sleep tonight-taken 5mg diazi and food was easy to get down! too damn easy! 837 eaten already. i hope i stop there!!!!

new pic

yesterday Vs Today....

Yesterday was a complete fuck up- The boy pulled a fast one and said he was sick when i got him up.Then at 9 am (we leave for chool at 8;30) he says he feels better and wants to go to school.I explain it too late aand he throws a paddy that lasts an hour!
i spend most of the day reading-dozing on and off-seing to levi.Thank god i remembered to feed Glee's cat.
 Cal intake a misserable 1300!

  

Today will be different.Alreaddy is- got the boy to school,Fed Glee's cat and have big plans fior the day which, i even have a chance of compleating thanks to the bomb i took this am!

will check in later.....

Fucking,Sucking,diabetes!

So i had to br8 my fast on day three as had a massive hypo in the afternoon.GRRRRRRRR! stupid fucking things ruin 8/10 fasts with this and there ain't nothing i can do about it! if i just let my self hypo i will end up on a drip for a couple of day-so more Cal's in the end anyway.Nor can i let it run high as i do most of the rest of the time.The hole point of fasting is reaching ketosis but if i have high blood sugar that will quickly turn inti acidosis which also means hospital and quite possibly a heart attack.


Ive been searching the web to find other diabetics with an eating disorder, but so far no luck!

NOTE: i was supposed to post this on sunday but just returned to P.C and its still sitting here¬