So this is the past 3 weeks calorie intake- i mean to do it weekly but forget.
Sun 31: 635
Mon 1=1286
Tue 2=824
Wed 3=172
Thu 4=590
Fri 5=989
Sat 6=1399
Sun 7=935
Mon 8=802
Tue 9= 1707
Wed 10=318
Thu 11=400
Fri 12=395
Sat 13= not recorded so assume 1500+
Sun14=not recorded so assume 1500+
Mon 15=1201
Tue 16=1201
Wed 17=935
Thu 18=710
Fri 19th Today
Over all its not that bad-i dunno how much ive lost in that time-not much! In total ive lost 19lbs-I think in around 8 weeks(that wud avarage at 2.3lb a week)
So this week was supposed to be a week free of whizz-but i got to Thursday and faced with group therapy i lost my bottle- maybe next week i will have better luck.Actually it may be in forced as my weed guy has none for 2 WHOLE FUCKING WEEKS!!! I'm desperately seeking other avenues but nothing hope full.
Thing is these two weeks gonna be hard anyway. Benefit change overt,find childcare,prepare for college, loose some more lbs-I'm trying not to freak out! Because lets face it that wont help or change anything.Also i could get by on 10 bags I'm sure but just that get by. Glee says i need to be satisfied if i manage that but I'm not.I don't think i ever will be,i don't think i ever wanna be........
Thu 4=590
