goingz on

So yesterday after a slow start in the morning, owing to St Jimmy popping in, i got most things on the list id made first thing done and finished them off today.


Accomplished:


school runs
fed cat
baths
cleaned kitchen
Washing
hoovered bedroom
changed beds
put away clothes and reorganized closet
organzied and put away dressing table
organized and put away bedside dresser
Reasearched,composed,printed and sent letter to socail services requesting my files.
Made appointment at futures training to continue assesment
Got to appointment with c.p.n
under 1000 cals.
sorted lots of piles of various crap in the house


Food wize not too bad yesterday 800 or so.Will try do better today.Had lost a lb when i got on the scales tho!Feel bad about not going to the gym but i am frightened of going while on the whizz.I dont think my heart could take it and everyone i ask,even real whiz freaks tell me to stear clear so i am for now.Saying that i might need a br8 from the whiz for a few days as i'm needing more now- or it could be that this new  stuff is shit. I was under the impression the only reason u needed a br8 was to sleep! i don't know if im hoping to sleep tonight or not.If i don't it means A) the gears not shit and B) this is the best night to do it up tonight. come down in the day( best time for me) sleep fri night and sat and be refreshed for my birthday Sunday eve. However if i can keep this weird but wonderful 1 bomb in the am,work it off, sleep like a babe thing going i would be stupid not to. Hmmmm the jury is still out.......


Tomorrow im meeting sleekit and the girls and we are all going to the park because ive done nothing with the boy so far this week. Have more things on a ''should do'' list but really sick of doin things that just need to be done and never doing anything i wanna do,you know for fun?Also have the problem of what do i want to do thats afordable?

Must Do Better.......

Must do better, Must push harder!

Firstly on the weight and food.I ate yesterday,dispite the whizz.Its unusal to say the least but on the up side i was assleep at a reasonable time.I need not of eaten so much tho! lost half a lb , if that!

Hoping also, to have a more productive day today and get more done.Yesterday i wasted alot of time on the computer-on here, facebook, prettythin, youtube and photobucket!

        So i  found an i dea on drug forum i visit about how to use my whizz more effectively:

1. Makes a list of all projects/chores/errands for the day.
2. Writes in parenthesis the longest each should possibly take anyone.
3. Highlight/circle the "MUST DO" items. This lets SWIM feel free to drop the other items on the list mid-completion for the defined more crucial task.
4. At end of day, make list of things SWIM found he *wanted* to take on as side-projects but had no time for. These end up almost as weekend hobbies, as they are almost always things (like the home theater) that are both constructive and relaxing, but not urgent.
Read more: http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=118539#ixzz1RyRbeG20

Im now giving myself from 9-30-11am to come up with my list,check email,facebook and  post here then be productive untill school run 2;15-245.Will aloow my self back on the computer 3-4 and then again after six.I hope using this method will have my ''accomplished today'' list will be more impressive.

              

Must Do Better.......

Must do better, Must push harder!

Firstly on the weight and food.I ate yesterday,dispite the whizz.Its unusal to say the least but on the up side i was assleep at a reasonable time.I need not of eaten so much tho! lost half a lb , if that!

Hopimg also, to have a more productive day today and get more done.Yesterday i wasted alot of time on the computer-on here, facebook, prettythin, youtube and photobucket!

                      So i  found an i dea on drug forum i visit about how to use my whizz more effectively:


1. Makes a list of all projects/chores/errands for the day.
2. Writes in parenthesis the longest each should possibly take anyone.
3. Highlight/circle the "MUST DO" items. This lets SWIM feel free to drop the other items on the list mid-completion for the defined more crucial task.
4. At end of day, make list of things SWIM found he *wanted* to take on as side-projects but had no time for. These end up almost as weekend hobbies, as they are almost always things (like the home theater) that are both constructive and relaxing, but not urgent.
Read more: http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=118539#ixzz1RyRbeG20


Im now giving myself from 9-30-11am to come up with my list,check email,facebook and  post here then be productive untill school run 2;15-245.Will aloow my self back on the computer 3-4 and then again after six.I hope using this method will have my ''accomplished today'' list will be more impressive.

accomplished today

Things accomplished today:


cat fed, boys 2 school ,tided and hovered lounge,removed 3 bags of crap from house,pick boy up,tried on catalouge clothes, decided on ones to send back and did forms.,bath. Have spent far to much time  dicking about on the computer!

just gotta keep plodding away at my to do list and i will get there. Think and hope will sleep tonight-taken 5mg diazi and food was easy to get down! too damn easy! 837 eaten already. i hope i stop there!!!!

new pic

yesterday Vs Today....

Yesterday was a complete fuck up- The boy pulled a fast one and said he was sick when i got him up.Then at 9 am (we leave for chool at 8;30) he says he feels better and wants to go to school.I explain it too late aand he throws a paddy that lasts an hour!
i spend most of the day reading-dozing on and off-seing to levi.Thank god i remembered to feed Glee's cat.
 Cal intake a misserable 1300!

  

Today will be different.Alreaddy is- got the boy to school,Fed Glee's cat and have big plans fior the day which, i even have a chance of compleating thanks to the bomb i took this am!

will check in later.....

Fucking,Sucking,diabetes!

So i had to br8 my fast on day three as had a massive hypo in the afternoon.GRRRRRRRR! stupid fucking things ruin 8/10 fasts with this and there ain't nothing i can do about it! if i just let my self hypo i will end up on a drip for a couple of day-so more Cal's in the end anyway.Nor can i let it run high as i do most of the rest of the time.The hole point of fasting is reaching ketosis but if i have high blood sugar that will quickly turn inti acidosis which also means hospital and quite possibly a heart attack.


Ive been searching the web to find other diabetics with an eating disorder, but so far no luck!

NOTE: i was supposed to post this on sunday but just returned to P.C and its still sitting here¬