Last Week:
Mon 18= 911
Tue 19= 1800
Wed 20= 1240
Thu 21= 979
Fri 22= 1150
Sat 23= 1200
Sun 24= 1200
-This is shit i know.At least its not binging tho!
Mon 25=1200
Tue 26= 1200
Wed 27= 931
Thu 28= 804 (466= alcohol)
Fri 29= 226(all alcohol)
-Not terrible but not gr8
Im really gonna go for it in Aug and loose as much as i can before college starts....but thats for another post which i may have to write in the morning...............
The real story of me and my E.D. The stuff no one knows. Food Diary Not pro ana but not pro recovey either. My bipolar life and unquiet mind. Perscribed and non prescribed drugs
Friday, 29 July 2011
Thursday, 28 July 2011
21 things i want in a lover lyrics........
Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know
that it alone does not equate to wisdom?
Do you see everything as an illusion
but enjoy it even though you are not of it?
Are you both masculine and feminine, politically aware, and don't believe in capital punishment?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that
toving someone can actually feel like freedom? Are you funny and self-deprecating, like adventure, and have many formed opinions?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
I'm in no hurry; I could wait forever
I'm in no rush cause I like being solo
There are no worries and certainly no pressure In the meantime I'll live like there's no tomorrow
Are you uninhibited in bed, more than three times a week, up for being experimental?
Are you athletic?
Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother?
Are you not addicted?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
Watch the you tube vid
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know
that it alone does not equate to wisdom?
Do you see everything as an illusion
but enjoy it even though you are not of it?
Are you both masculine and feminine, politically aware, and don't believe in capital punishment?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that
toving someone can actually feel like freedom? Are you funny and self-deprecating, like adventure, and have many formed opinions?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
I'm in no hurry; I could wait forever
I'm in no rush cause I like being solo
There are no worries and certainly no pressure In the meantime I'll live like there's no tomorrow
Are you uninhibited in bed, more than three times a week, up for being experimental?
Are you athletic?
Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother?
Are you not addicted?
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover
Watch the you tube vid
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
blah
Well either ive not had long enough break or this whizz is shit and has given me little else but a thumping head ache ahhhhh.
i am...i dunno where i am wiv things.Weight wize 159 which altho still hidious is better then i was by 13 llb
and im not gaining altho eaten badly.Which shows a 2 week of hardcore restriction and i could be back under 150- i just need the motivation to do it!
Done nothing for the past 5 days but feel ill,smoke weed, read,audiobook,sleep,eat and pick my poor sore scalp.
i am...i dunno where i am wiv things.Weight wize 159 which altho still hidious is better then i was by 13 llb
and im not gaining altho eaten badly.Which shows a 2 week of hardcore restriction and i could be back under 150- i just need the motivation to do it!
Done nothing for the past 5 days but feel ill,smoke weed, read,audiobook,sleep,eat and pick my poor sore scalp.
Monday, 18 July 2011
Weekend.....
Did nothing but sleep for most of it-which sounds like a bad thing but was fantastic! i needed it. Was gonna go out for birthday drinkx but he weather was shit and neither Sleekit or i felt up to it.Did eat and sure i was around 1500 yesterday.sat was less. Weighed today: 161.2 so slowly loosing-taking forever tho.........
Mondays ok so far not much done today due to appointments. The boy was sick at school today so will be home tomoz and i was hoping to do things...oh well guess it will be a housework day, SIGH
Friday, 15 July 2011
Calorie intake 10/7/11-15/7/11
CAL INTAKE:
Monday: 1300- Fat Pig!
Tuesday: 837- Not Bad
Wednesday 800- Not Bad
Thursday: 0 -!YAY! Perfect
Friday: 500- Good
Monday: 1300- Fat Pig!
Tuesday: 837- Not Bad
Wednesday 800- Not Bad
Thursday: 0 -!YAY! Perfect
Friday: 500- Good
wanna sleep
So today fri was a slower day. Didnt get to sllep till two tursday eve so felt rough when alam went. Took boy to school but didnt take my normal am whizz. Decided instead to get a samwhich (as no calintake the preavious day) and a latte and then got a few precious hours catch up sleep untill i picked the boy up.Then i did a bomb,had shower and met sleekit and the girls and took the kids to the park
She also had bought some of this new gear and agreed with me that it was pretty shit.St jimmy maintains he has been high as a kite on it but i suspect this is because he has free acess and can take as much as he wants.I hope he does....sooner its gone the sooner we can get some decent shit! LOL
Taken more then i normally would today partly to see if Quantity has any effect on quality( Answer: not much) and also in the massive sort out i discovered that there is an urgent, complicated £ problem i hgave to sort and there is a dead line thats fast aproching so i thought id crack it tonight.i have done some but the whizz is so weak even tho i took some a few hours ago i want to sleep!....And eat-and i already had about 500 today!
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