Frazzled Friday!

                                                                          


Friday morning I weighed and I've reached 154lbs, which brings my total loss to 18lbs in 6 weeks.


I can't believe I'm happy to be 154, well I'm not happy to be a massive fat 154lb whale, but I'm happier then when I was a 172lb whale!

                                                                
I've got 2 weeks b4 college starts. I wonder how much more I can loose b4 then? I think I'm gonna aim for 5lbs because it's realistic and it will take me back into the 140's.God I've still got so far to go!

                                                                   
Spent rest of Friday runnin about like a headless chicken trying to finish official jobs so I could enjoy my weekend.


Had my appointment wiv my C.P.N
and learnt that she is away for the next month which always makes me feel uneasy because I feel like I have no one if some crisis occurs. Popped into st jimmys after as he lived round corner and I needed to smoke and chill after Anna.


Glee was feeling really ill so I spent some time helping her and gave her some of my strong anti-emetics to see if they wud help.When I left I was almost sure there was no way she would be well enough to go to Gay-pride the next day and if she wasn't going her mate said she'd cry off too. If that happened sleekit and I couldn't go as we could only afford the taxi when we were splitting it.


So I left Glee's with a heavy heart which was made worse by my plans for Friday night galling apart also. Sleekit was supposed to stay here with the baby.She was gonna have a bath here as she only has a shower and then I was gonna do the baby's might feeds so she could have night off.She rang me in a state, asking could I come to hers instead-babe had cried all day and she was fit to drop.


So I ended up staying at hers the night and eating for the first time in 3 days as I knew I needed the NRG 4 the next day. Managed some sleep around 2am and babe only woke once for a feed.


In short it left me totally unprepared for Gay-pride and believing we probably weren't going .........

                                                                     

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